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your-unfriendlyghost · 3 days ago

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ohhh god I think my brain’s broken or somethin cos at the sight of all the goddamn 9hr shift Saturdays and 4.5hr shift Sundays in my near future I legit bawled. Like I don’t DO that ok that is WEIRD for me. I miss having weekends. I should be BEING A TEENAGER ON SATURDAYS not standing in a small space for NINE HOURS

I genuinely think this is gonna be what makes me lose it

#the worst part of it all is that it’s literally been two days. like that is pathetic whhhy can’t I just tough it the fuck out oh my godddd #it ain’t even HARD work I just feel like a caged tiger #and so damn borrred #my boss is real nice tho and quitting would seriously be a dick move #like she bought me a soda…:(#I wish I had a good reason to hate it other than the fact that it’s on weekends and is time consuming #but I don’t #I worked at the stable all summer and I didn’t hate that at all. It was gross and dirty #and I was so sweaty and all my clothes smelled like horse for weeks after and fuck man I didn’t even get paid minimum wage #but I liked it. It was real fun (even when I got zapped by the electric fence!)#but I’m in retail now #and after the first day last week I went home and punched a wall hard enough to get a giant bruise #and after today-the second day-I cried like 5x harder than I did last time I freaked out. Fuck man I prayed even and im not even religious #I think somehow my brain registers boredom as a bigger threat than actual danger holy hell #…jesus I /like/ the job w/ the electric fence but lose it at the cushy one with free soda -_-#yeah no my brain’s definitely not wired right I don’t think #ugh #rambling #personal stuff #whining #delete later #oh yeah and I was right I didn’t work out tonight cos I was miserable.#I mean I jogged a tiny bit but my biceps man…what abt my biceps…:((

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